name is Darryl Foshee. I use the name
"John" on this site.
May, 2002 I was diagnosed with colon cancer. One
day as I was leaving the radiation treatment
center, the Lord spoke to me, HE told me to
register the domain name www.john33.com
... I thought, "Yeah, sure; John 3:3, that
very popular verse is going to be
available!" I came home... researched the
domain name and it was available! I could not
have been more shocked. I registered it and began
writing the messages that I was inspired and led
to pen. Since then HE has enlarged my horizons.
my 5 year colonoscopy and inspection I was
declared cancer free! I knew it four days after I
was diagnosed May 13, 2002. Four days later,
about 4 AM, May 17, I was up and getting ready
for my sister to pick me up to take me me to the
VA Hospital in Little Rock to have an
"I-PORT" surgically implanted into my
chest so the Chemo needle could be inserted into
the synthetic device for the Chemo infusion. I
noticed that for the first time in years there
was no blood in my stools. There was no
discomfort and I realized that I had been healed!
THIS WAS THE FIRST DAY IN YEARS THAT THERE WAS NO
BLOOD! My sister picked me up in the dark, early
morning hours and I finally blurted out that I
had been healed and I didn't know what to do
about the surgery that would happen within a few
hours... I reasoned that I would go ahead with
the I-Port and speak with my VA Doctor within the
next few days as I had an appointment with him
before they began the Chemo. He refused to repeat
the colonoscopy because he simply did not believe
that I was healed. The doctor asked me who had
healed me and I told him that God had! He did not
believe me and pulled out large pictures of the
cancerous growth in my colon and flatly refused
to schedule another colonoscopy. My sister urged
that I continue with the procedure and I was
confused!! I agreed and rationalized that I would
continue and leave it up to God to show me what
weeks of chemo and radiation and then I was to
"rest" for a month, then, surgery. I
explained to the surgeons that I had been healed
and they promised that they would put me on the
table, examine me and if I had no growth they
would not cut! I agreed but they didn't live up
to the agreement. They removed the section that
had been the host site of the growth but there
was nothing there! They did not want to tell me
the results and I finally made the hospital staff
give me the results before I was to be released.
THERE WAS NOTHING THERE!
brother was buried the day I was diagnosed... May
13. He died of pancreatic cancer on May 9, 2002
after a seven-month battle. You can read about
those accounts and miracles on my site www.john33.com/miracles.htm
OVER THE YEARS...
had been concerned by the vast numbers of
different denominations... each one claiming to
teach the truth. I knew there was only one
truth and that truth is only found in the words
of Jesus. I find no denomination that I can align
with! They all fall short! All of the
denominations contain a portion of man-made
doctrine. As a result, many people are confused.
Satan has been around a long time. He and his
fallen ones have had thousands of years to
infiltrate and establish false doctrine in most
every denomination. I'm sure he started some of
of the major denominations and their teaching had
misled my mother and the result caused me to fall
away from God. I lived apart from God for about a
decade. The decade of the 1980's... I was wild
and crazy! I lost everything... family, friends,
money, worldly success... everything! AND...
YES... I had lost my ability to communicate with
God too! For the first time in my life, when I
prayed, there was nothing there... this went on
for several years.
several years of prayer and reading scripture HE
allowed me to fall back into the
"fold." I was humbled and brought to my
knees. The financial deprivation and loss of
friends and family were at the top of the list of
teachings. HE brought HIS teachings to me in full
color! That began in the early 1990's and in 1993
I was JERKED back into HIS fold. HE showed me
that I was to write an account of HIS 12
Disciples... "THE KING'S 12" was the
title, I'm pretty sure HE gave to me that title.
HE further showed me I was to record it on
cassette tapes, which I did. I realized months
after it was finished that it would be very
appealing to the younger person. Although it has
had tremendous effect on adults. I have seen
mature, worldly women cry "alligator
tears!" In my opinion
and observation; it seems to anger some adults
(males especially) who do not host the Holy
Spirit... It is strange and inexplicable!
moment I began writing the account, supernatural
happening abounded! Every day was amazing, to say
the least. Most of the pages in John 33 are based
on factual accounts of my life. Demons, miracles,
salvation, the "begotten" or "born
again" experience, healing and many other
topics which I write about are based in my own
experiences and revelations from God.
try to describe in detail what the Lord has given
me and encouraged me to report but I am afraid I
am not complete in my writing skills. I asked God
when I was writing THE KING'S 12, "why HE
did not get a professional writer or trained
theologian to write it?" I will never forget
the rapid answer HE delivered, "Because you
will do it and they won't." At the moment I
was not aware of the long term dedication and
persecution that came with this appointment. It
has been a lonely state of warfare. Spiritual
warfare that only through the strength given me
from God that I have been able to stand!
see, it was not to end with THE KING'S 12, that
was only the beginning! Since then it has been
"ALPHA'S GUERRILLA," another novel that
was given me in 1997. Then John 33, an ongoing
mission that I worry I am not getting out in
acceptable numbers. I have to remember that HE is
driving the bus, I'm only here to air up the
mission is to present the simple truth of
salvation without the denominational, man-made
doctrines that work against Jesus' plan for us
and HIS supreme sacrifice. I did not say it was
failing, I mean that it is not without adversity.
Many doctrine-biased theories have been
introduced and taught as "gospel"
truth. You must admit that all of the various
doctrines cannot be true! Therefore, some folks
could deduce that all are wrong but ONE doctrine.
Any way you view it, it seems pretty absurd to
believe that all opposing doctrines are truth. To
avoid the impossible hunt for the one true
doctrine in all topics, I simply go to the
scriptures and through prayer and study I usually
come out with a good feeling of
"oneness" with Christ. I am led to
publish my findings for your consideration. Have
your minister, priest, rabbi or teacher examine
my thoughts and let me know if I can be of help.
Prepare yourself for a literal shower of
scriptures but ask for explanations! Don't just
scamper away with your tail tucked between your
legs! That teacher is there to help you! Ask
him/her to help you understand.
times a teacher or person who is explaining their
position on an opinion pertaining to their
doctrine, will quote a scripture that has nothing
to do with the question you asked. You were
looking for an honest explanation and they were
concerned with side-stepping the question and
"scoot" past the issue with an answer
that will cover the fact that the answer is not
based in scripture. They can't prove the point
through the word of God but rather than admit it,
they win the war of words and leave you in
question and themselves in darkness. Jesus warns
us that hell awaits those who mislead "a
little one." A "little one" being
a person who is new in their search for truth and
the narrow path that leads to Heaven. I hope all
concerned will be careful and be founded in the
word of God and not doctrine... no matter how
many generations have followed a doctrine or
denomination that is not based in true scripture.
purpose of this web site is to help the reader
base their eternity in knowledge given us through
the Holy Spirit and scripture... not doctrine. I
believe it is good and It is 'OK' to discuss
theory, thoughts and possibilities but do not
teach them as scriptural fact.
the way, I am not a preacher, reverend or pastor.
I have no formal training in the field of Religion/Divinity.
welcome your comments, you may send e-mail or
fill out the form. Both links are listed...
Remember, I do not accept
donations, so let me hear
MY STARTLING VIEWPOINT AND
I am amazed at the number of
people who can find salvation simply through the
doctrines of the various denominations. If it
were not for the actual supernatural experience,
I do not believe I could be sure of my salvation.
The teachings from different doctrines and the
claims they made were a source of disbelief and
confusion for me. Had I not been willing to
dedicate the time and effort to the reading of
the Gospel of Matthew, I would not have been
ready to receive the supernatural experience that
came after several months of dedicated prayer and
I constantly hear and
witness the arguments among the different
denominations, the debates on television which
argue about specific claims made through the
bible. If I were a seeker of God, without the
benefit of my personal relationship with God and
His Son, I am afraid of what my future may hold.
I believe it is for this
reason that God inspired me to publish the works
He has assigned me.
Do not feel awkward or
guilty if you are confused. This is the very
reason I am so opposed to organized religions of
man-made doctrines. You owe it to yourself to do
this... Take the time and effort to pray and
study the "word" for yourself. It is OK
to research the materials available but it can be
very dangerous if you are not empowered by the
transformation that takes place within an
experience referred to as, "begotten,"
"saved" or as some say, "born
again." When this rebirth of your spirit
takes place you are the recipient of an
intelligence that comes from the Creator of all.
You will then be able to discern the lies from
the truth. Many times a person may wrongly
believe they have received the "new
creature" status, when in fact they may have
been misled. It is taught in the scriptures that
when you are truly transformed you are a
"new creation." I maintain that you can
point to a specific moment in time when this new
creation took place. In my opinion and to the
best of my experience and knowledge... IT IS SO
MAGNIFICENT YOU WILL KNOW FOR SURE!
Many well meaning teachers
and preachers are not intentionally misleading
you... they are simply passing on what they have
been taught as truth. If that teacher has not had
the "experience" from God he/she will
not truly know the difference. The doctrine that
they preach may have been passed on to them by
someone they respect and trust. It is an insult
to them for you to even question their beliefs. I
understand that and so should you.
Remember, just because a
preacher, pastor or teacher has the credentials, does
not make them anointed by God...
That preacher is credited by man and man-made
institutions... BIG DIFFERENCE! I have read that
the vast majority of preachers don't even (truly)
believe the (complete) Christian doctrine. I once
read that the vast majority of preachers,
teachers and representatives of the Christian
doctrine do not believe in the virgin birth of
Jesus! That information was based on an anonymous
poll... not a public announcement by the
preacher. That should trouble you... I think.
Within my own family I have
seen and experienced the results of mistaught
doctrine and man-made beliefs.
My advice to a new, baby
Christian or "Christian-wannabe" is
simple... Read and pray! God did not make it hard
to gain the knowledge and understanding for you
to achieve salvation, man did! They have made it
so complicated and ritualistic that you have come
to believe that it is only for the few who have
spent years in the man-made school of divinity.
Somebody should have told Jesus and His disciples
because He only briefly taught them by on-the-job
training and sent them out with the world's
greatest mission of all time... the mission of
pointing people to the Kingdom. I hate to tell
you but in many
cases it is for money and they don't care if you
ever find the pathway to heaven... as long as you
send those dollars. Jesus even told His
"12" to not
take anything with them, no money, no extra
clothes, nothing! He instructed them that when
"on the road" to stay in believers
homes. Yet we hear the preachers telling us that
if we don't send them money we are stealing from
God and you're going to hell for that! It is
God's will for us to help the poor and needy, so
please try. I do too. If you attend a church, it
is only right that you help support it, if at all
possible. Some are able to do more than others...
common sense and trust in God is the key. It is a
good thing to help people. Some can do a little
while some can do a lot. That's between you and
God. In my opinion and interpretation it is
better to give directly to the poor or needy than
to an organization (church) that will probably
use the funds for ski trips, parties and high
salaries. You may not be able to take advantage
of a tax deduction but the state and church
designed it that way. Kinda stinky but that's the
way most things on this planet smell.
In your search for knowledge
and the pathway to the Kingdom, it is good to
have someone with whom you can talk. However, it
is better not to have anyone, rather than have
someone who is not of the true spirit in your
"inner" circle. It may take some
dedication and work, after all, Jesus said that
we should work hard to find the path. Don't let
some person tell you it is always easy!
Many times an "experience" or
"feeling" is mistaken for the actual
"Born of God" moment. Be careful, be
happy but go in prayer and give it time. I can't
say any more on that but I have seen it happen.